I'm thrilled. it's one thing going up
I guess. Life's getting me down for some reason.
I love charlotte, but I feel stuck. I know in may I'm moving on, but I feel like now until then it's just me dicking around waiting, not doing much usefull stuff. I'm uninspired, frustrated, and lonely.
I drove to a parking deck an hour away from my apartment around one in the morning a few days ago and parked at the very top and just sat there and stared off into space and listened to traffic.
I want so badly to feel something intense, but the only intense feeling I have is intense longing for may, when I leave.
ah, I'm being a total emo snoot.
I had a discussion with a friend and we came to the conclusion that
"Pokemon in the only thing that's never failed us, always been for us, and will always be there for us"
Nothing like Pikachu to cheer me up.
seriously. someday I'll get a really serious looking pikachu tattooed somewhere on me in black and grey ink. but that's getting saved for many many years from now.
I think I need a good hug and I'll feel better...a little.






1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
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x Anzubi
What theme do you wanna do next? I pick Innocence this time around.
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"You're not crazed. Okay, so maybe you are a little crazy, but then, everyone is. Once Antony thought he was a teapot..."
"All's fair in love and war" :Life is music play it louder:
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